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IncubusSo isolated, so alone I will survive, I know I have too no one else will give a damn if I don’t care what is the point?Incubus
so forlorn, so detached I can read the world and still never know so many lies, so many secrets the truth no longer exists
the world has done nothing,
it doesn’t deserve my hate I am my incubus the juvenile one my ideas of perfect died I refuse to accept their ideas their jurisdiction aggravates my resentment the rebel, the anarchist, the preacher, the teacher I fade to grey
I can no longer suck blood from my


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Become the person I could not be Hold close the people I cannot touch I’ll be a light to help you see Just convince me that this world is real * * * Born without sight, born with out touch Life hasn’t lived up to anything much Blessed with no nose, blessed with no ears You can’t be afraid if you can’t smell the fear Born without tongue, I neither taste nor speak I can’t be sickened by the bitter words you leak Blessed with a mind, intelligent and wise You have all yo
wot are you up to ducks? *quack*
you see what lack of sleep and too much pro plus does to me?
*quack*
im not strange seriously.
lemily
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
make sure u get ur doped up mum to aggree to loads of stuff she wouldn't normally let you do!
you gonna be in chessy this weekend? I'm gonna be down too I have computers to build and things to collect etc, oh and photos to take of course!!!
I was suppoese to be in college today but no one turned up so I came back!
You are strange, even without loads of pro plus and no sleep... and I wish I still got my giro....
Hopefully <fingers crossed> ill be getting some prints to sell (proper expensive ones) and I'll be going to the gallery in Bakewell this weekend with them...
hopefully
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Latest update is that she is off morphine and off codeine and is now on bog standard paracetamol though she has had her dressing changed to reveal some nasty second and first degree burns. So as she is now doped up and off her face she is very grouchy. I have decided to stay for the whole week and the weekend i think because she is still a state and cannot do anything for herself yet. So yes i will be here this weekend still in the same set of now starting to smell clothes. I have called in to college with what i call exceptional circumstances as i am the only family my mother has in the UK besides by delinquent sister who also cannot do anything for herself but not because she has burnt her hand! My mum also singed the hair off her arm and is left a bit tufty on the front of her head. she seems more bothered about that.
i saw kim today and i was so smacked out on pro plus i was shaking. so i may have to lay off them for awhile because my heart is beating at a million times its normal rate. Though i have to get my sister up for school at 7:45 tomoro - something i am not looking forward to. she still isnt asleep yet, i went to bed at 8 back in t'day.
too my knowledge my giro is still AWOL and i am meant to get another on wednesday but hey, Iv had less money before. As for me being strange i guess i was just starved of oxygen at birth.
well i have written a mini essay but im so isolated here that i have to vent to someone, and you were just unlucky.
take care,
Laura
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
at least you get a week of college, surely you dont need pro plus at the moment?
chill out and relax before u hurt urself
and feel free to write as long an essay as u want while ur doped up on caffeene!! it gives me something interesting to read
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I understand she is in alot of pain but my god, she has given birth three times over (I particularly was a little bugger being born). And yet she complains about how the plates are put in the kitchen cupboard. She has this whole control thing going on and does not like being a child for a few days. I also told her i don't do ironing and now she thinks my sister will look scruffy at school n everyone will think she is a bad mother because Sarah's shirt isn't ironed. I'm sure they will understand that a burns patient can't iron, and her teenage daughter thinks it is pointless as it will only get creased again anyway when my ssiter leaves her shirt crumpled on her floor. Also, no one will see my sisters shirt because it is minus 16 degrees and if she has taken her jumper off in this weather than she is mental and also very warm blooded.
i am not sure what i am going on about and do not intend to re read this to correct any nonsence mistakes. so enjoy!
I have offered my mother 'alternative' pain relief but she isnt interested. I said give it a few days. I can't smoke it at the moment. my head hurts so much and i think if i went any more buzzing id be terribly annoying. WHY WONT SHE GO TO SLEEP!?!?!
iv told her and she is resisting like a child. i prefer her on morphine. she is so pleasant and amicable. she has just had too much sugar today and wont sleep. mind you neither am i. i need the pro plus to get everything done. days start early and end late. but i do not intend on making it a habit. good god no. id drive everyone crazy hoovering at 3AM.
im so bored. my msn has been broked for so long. it wont work.
i am alone
this room is warm
my toes are cold
the end
yeh, so ......i saw madam hannah earlier. which was strange. if im not ment to mention that sorry n i will slap my own wrist. but i thought i would say it anyway. doesnt milk sound disgusting when u realise its just a suspension of fat in water?
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
I forgot you had a dA account, but remembered after reading about kat stealing control of it...
glad to see your back in control and active now!
I'll come visit you and your pink house full of damon and david soon i promise! i need a job for money first!
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laura
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
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