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untitled You're goneuntitled by ~faerie-dust
Disappearing from memory
Like a candle burning on scraps of wax
Like footsteps on sand as the tide draws in
Your eulogy is buried
As tears are washed away by rain
Friends deny your once existence
Strangers in the night
Painful destruction that remembrance brings
You're gone every time I think of your smile,
Smell, feel
You're gone.
Incubus So isolated, so aloneIncubus by ~faerie-dust
I will survive, I know I have too
no one else will give a damn
if I don't care what is the point?
so forlorn, so detached
I can read the world and still never know
so many lies, so many secrets
the truth no longer exists
the world has done nothing,
it doesn't deserve my hate
I am my incubus
the juvenile one
my ideas of perfect died
I refuse to accept their ideas
their jurisdiction aggravates my resentment
the rebel, the anarchist, the preacher, the teacher
I fade to grey
I can no longer suck blood from my sublime deities
so insignificant, so trashy
friends mean nothing but expectations
I am fa
Blind BlindBlind by ~faerie-dust
Become the person I could not be
Hold close the people I cannot touch
I'll be a light to help you see
Just convince me that this world is real
* * *
Born without sight, born with out touch
Life hasn't lived up to anything much
Blessed with no nose, blessed with no ears
You can't be afraid if you can't smell the fear
Born without tongue, I neither taste nor speak
I can't be sickened by the bitter words you leak
Blessed with a mind, intelligent and wise
You have all your senses but you can't see me cry
I am the one trapped and caged
I am
Sta.sh
wot are you up to ducks? *quack*
you see what lack of sleep and too much pro plus does to me?
*quack*
im not strange seriously.
lemily
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
make sure u get ur doped up mum to aggree to loads of stuff she wouldn't normally let you do!
you gonna be in chessy this weekend? I'm gonna be down too I have computers to build and things to collect etc, oh and photos to take of course!!!
I was suppoese to be in college today but no one turned up so I came back!
You are strange, even without loads of pro plus and no sleep... and I wish I still got my giro....
Hopefully <fingers crossed> ill be getting some prints to sell (proper expensive ones) and I'll be going to the gallery in Bakewell this weekend with them...
hopefully
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Latest update is that she is off morphine and off codeine and is now on bog standard paracetamol though she has had her dressing changed to reveal some nasty second and first degree burns. So as she is now doped up and off her face she is very grouchy. I have decided to stay for the whole week and the weekend i think because she is still a state and cannot do anything for herself yet. So yes i will be here this weekend still in the same set of now starting to smell clothes. I have called in to college with what i call exceptional circumstances as i am the only family my mother has in the UK besides by delinquent sister who also cannot do anything for herself but not because she has burnt her hand! My mum also singed the hair off her arm and is left a bit tufty on the front of her head. she seems more bothered about that.
i saw kim today and i was so smacked out on pro plus i was shaking. so i may have to lay off them for awhile because my heart is beating at a million times its normal rate. Though i have to get my sister up for school at 7:45 tomoro - something i am not looking forward to. she still isnt asleep yet, i went to bed at 8 back in t'day.
too my knowledge my giro is still AWOL and i am meant to get another on wednesday but hey, Iv had less money before. As for me being strange i guess i was just starved of oxygen at birth.
well i have written a mini essay but im so isolated here that i have to vent to someone, and you were just unlucky.
take care,
Laura
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
at least you get a week of college, surely you dont need pro plus at the moment?
chill out and relax before u hurt urself
and feel free to write as long an essay as u want while ur doped up on caffeene!! it gives me something interesting to read
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I forgot you had a dA account, but remembered after reading about kat stealing control of it...
glad to see your back in control and active now!
I'll come visit you and your pink house full of damon and david soon i promise! i need a job for money first!
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laura
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns
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I played a song for you
laura
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People will only learn to listen when the last person dies and eternal silence reigns